Society-Fitting IN

ive always had this problem with fitting in. im always the odd one out, usually cos i stick out like a sore thumb, the blonde head among a sea of black hair in a local school. its kinda wierd. people stare at me when i go walking around the neighbourhood or if i go to the central and its like they give me the look sayin 'you-dont-belong-here-in-this-part-of-town-where-only-locals-belong-so-go-back-to-your-damn-country'. thats why the first time we went to the polish community gathering i felt like i finally belonged cos us polish teens just started bitching and all that nonsense. it gives me this nice happy feeling inside that i fit in.

then just yesterday i was thinking about it and i realised that the whole thing on fitting in is a bloody perpective set up by the society we live in. to fit in is to conform to the rules of society or something of the sort. society decides what we should fit in to and what different groups there are. even to be a rebel against society is being classified under 'rebels'. we will never escape from society and classification systems. who are these idiots we refer to when we say 'they say that..' and who are the people behind society that determine the cultures in society? i dont know.