friendship.

SOME people are really confusing.

ever had a friendship that was like a dream? a really nice one?

a whirlwind of happiness and love?

love meaning friend love.

duh

and then

it just all stops




...




all of a sudden







no reason.
no explanation.


and you wonder what happened?


no talking.
no messaging..





no messanger..


so why bother right?

should i offer to start a concersation first?

then i get no reply..

and i hurt myself.

why bother hey?

SOME friendships.

they just don't make sense..

if rules were made to be broken,

were friendships made to be forgotten?

an awful feeling.

to be forgotten.

some last really long.

they mean a lot. and you know they really are your friends..

then you realise it becomes more of a sisterhood. or brotherhood. whichever.

so is it still considered a friendship?

cos then. you could easily say, if all the nice friendships aren't called friendships, then those that you do call friendships are the realy bad ones, arent then?

so,

friendships are meant to be forgotten then?

that is sad.

another chance?

tell you what.

you start talking this time.

i don't like being the spare tyre all over again.

you want to talk, you start it. not me

not

me.


stupid fool.

Rosel.

haha. i see the tags and i take note. esp since joyce bugged me today. and i go see rosel's blog. and i am tempted to tag her. only i realise she's tagged me. to do this thingy. on HER. hahahaha. so i shall copy paste. here goes nothing...

1) The person who tagged you- rosel. didnt i just say that?

2) Your relationship with him/her is- we are classmates and she is both my unofficial and official friend! hehe

3) 5 impressions you have on him/her- hmm this is harddd....

1-she has this rosel-ish attitude to never complete what she says hahha. then again. she IS rosel.
2-for some reason the word PINK comes to mind.. oh dear. i wonder why.
3- A REAL FRIEND!!! she knows what i mean
4-she is HILARIOUS. always knows what to say.. like.. SATS. hahaha
5- ah. she doesnt know this. maybe not. or she doesnt believe it. but when she laughs its infectious. for me at least. when shes happy i become happy too!! shes like tiff chow. a HAPPY influencing person. for me:D

4) The most memorable thing that he/she has done for you- planned the whole bunch of presents for my 18th birthday!! ithink... haha at least, its her handwriting on the file!! doughnuts!!!

5) The most memorable words he/she has said to you- oo.. uh.. I KNOW!!! "are you sure you exist?" HAHHAHAHA.

6) If he/she becomes your lover- UGH. heLLOOOooo i am no LESBIAN. eugh. many can attest to that fact ;) haha but.. uh... we shall make doughnuts everyday!!! and then sell them!!! and put ethel out of business!!! muahhaha!!!

7) If he/she becomes your lover things to improve on- her oversensitivity to words and my undersensitivity to what i say. a nice balance haha.

8) If he/she becomes your enemy- die lah. what do you think? cannot survive. when she gives you the cold shoulder, she really gives you the cold shoulder. a very guilty feeling..

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be- i would have said somehting along the lines of: you are not my official frend.. heheh...

10) The most desirable thing you want to do with him/her now is- huh? desirable? you got to be kidding.. okok i know!!!! study math in the library again!! then we can write more random stuff and make fun of LONG noses!!!!

11) Your overall impression of him/her is- a REAL person:D

12) How do you think the people around you feel about you- what i think? "why wont she ever shut up? or stop talking? or keep quiet????"yeah.. pretty much that...

13) The characteristic you like about yourself- physical charactiristic? my nose and hsoulders. ive got the nicest nose and shoulders in my family!!! personality characteristic? uh.. i dont mind ppl making fun of me??

14) The characteristic you hate about yourself- physical wise- most of me. personality wise? wish i could be more.. sensible..

15) The most ideal person you want to be with now is- ideal person? need i say who? ;)

16) For people that care and like you, say something to them- i love you too!!!

17) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about youi'd say no one; except that there are still questions to complete (see below!)
ooooooooooo interesting...
1. ROSEL muahahhahaha kena beng
2.anne
3.joyce (HAPPY??? here is a post.. now YOU do it:) )
4.jeremy (haha like he blogs...)
5. steffi!!! (stuffy!!)
6. tiffy!! fifi wannabe!!
7.AHMAD!!!
8. christopher ( teenage mutant ninja turtles!!! we're men in tights!!!)
9.SHEENI!!!!
10. sabrina!!!

-Who is no.6 having a relationship with? OOOOOOOOO don don don don!( wedding tune)

What's no.9's gender? female! duh! and my bestfrend.. is taht a gender? haha

-If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? hmm well maybe she wont hate guys so much cos ahmad is SUPER caring.. but there is the difference in religion tho..

What is no.2 studying? econs, lit, geog, and math.. oh. and gp and clb. i hope oral was good!!

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? today.. about official and unofficial frends and.. other type of frends.. but since it is UNANNOUNCED you wld nt know now rite?

What kinda music does no.8 like? i havent the FAINTEST idea.. but he likes the same movies as me!!!! and he sent me daft punks song!!! the nokia ringtone thingy:>D

Does no.1 has any siblings? yes. one sec 4, who doesnt like fluffy things and one younger sister who i SIMPLY ADORE!!!SHES SOOOO CUTE!!!

Will you woo no.3? uhh NOOOOOOOOOooooooo

How about no.7? hahahaha i have no idea.. really i dont... but he does have a close girl firned.

Is no.4 single? HAH! what do YOU htink?

What's the surname of no.5? teo teo@!!!for one min i totally forgot ooo <- check it out!! hyperlink from a typo!!

What's the hobby of no.4? uhh.. rugby, cars and gaming..

.-Do no.5 and 9 get along well?hahah they dont know each other. they wld get along tho sheeni is like me, very loud.. and steffi is... soft haha:D

.-Where is no.2 currently studying at? i certainly hope she is studying in cj. hahahah

Say something casual about no.1. - "something casual about no. 1" HAHHAHAHAH. okok like my usual answer. SHES REAL!!

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA nooooo!!!! no way!!! but hes a cool guy.. but.. feelings are for someone else. aha

Where does no.9 live? perth aussie!!

What colour does no.4 like? white and blue.

Are no.5 and 1 close friends? close close? uh.. no not TAHT close ithink. but they are GOOD freinds:D i hope:/

Does no.7 like no.2? oh!!! yes he does!!! as in like friends type.. he knows her!! wow.. this makes sense!! haha:D

How did you get to know no.2? ENSOC!!

.-Does no.1 have any pets? a turtle!!!! if its still there.. then again.. i think its her sisters.. do you have fish as well?

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? HAHAHAH.. i must say yes. because hte poor boy depresses himself so much.. he must be HAPPIER:D and think more POSITIVE about him self!!:D ahmad is sexy!!:D




OK done. HAPPY????? hahahah now i shall go uh. yeah.. go... do math? maybe.. or eat.. nibble.. somehting.. hahah...make card... hmm. hahah:D there you goes:D i shall TAG as well:D

Ze Complicated Life

Complicated - Avril Lavigne

Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is

Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Laid back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are ain't where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no